Missing chaman sir

He’s the only person till now who has highest degree of depth of life…only becoz he has lived life to its fullest terms….to him it can be said that………he came…he saw……he conquered i don’t know whether he is aware or not bt I hv record of each preaching that he told us during physics lecture….and that used to appear vry boring to some of the intelligent ppl of the class…….


Well for ppl who don’t know him I must tell that he is 65 yrs old teacher ….taught us physics at DA(not Drama academy..yaar……..)in ma class 11 nd 12……..apart from his excellent command over his subject he had a gr8 insight of the jest for life…..or the enthusiasm to live…….life plan nhi ki jaati jee jaati hai……..ha ha that’s something that sum1 gained frm him(probably…..i m nt sure)…..nd commented on me…….bcoz I always live life on tomorrow I never live life on today…..always plan 4 future ……..dat is d way I m…………….

Well he used to refer to “sukhmani sahib”….dat he once read in the midnight hour..wen he thought that their must be some circumstances ……..that leads ppl to suicide….(don’t be scared……yaar).so instead of ending his life he took divine help….. and he got over from his phase of life…..married his sisters….settled his brothers……sab kuch yaad aa rha hai aaj.ateet ke kitabo se nikal kar …….kya karu kya kya type karun…….

U kno….. wat is most painful 4 a person…..wen u trust sum1 as ur own blood .u sacrifice all d things dearest 2 u...still u get rebuked 4 nt doing the things properly…….his younger brother had the potential of getting into the IAS cadre……bt wat he lacked is the sincerity to do things the jest 4 living….sir used 2 scold him more than usual …..one day his mother uttered few words that pained him more than anything else
…tu use roti khila rha hai isi liye maarta hai usko..

if u hv a little sense of human emotions u cn judge how much painful it is …………..only it can b felt .not typed here………

Among other things ….i must say he never got the respect that he deserved from ppl…… such an ideal person…….our principal called an expert for CBSE board (I dunno who made him do that….)..so he(expert) taught us things at vry low level……..i mn sir ws a super expert as compared…to him… bt still he kept sayng that I’ve come 2 kno that u ppl r lacking in the last chapter.and he taught in such a bad manner……that cud hv ashamed any normal physics(mind it he ws an expert)……..still chaman sir got no credit of teaching thing better than that expert….and he presented that expert with a gazak box….on his own…..once again a preaching….that u must do thngs on your own…whether they r required or not………that depicts……u must do things self less feelings…..that is something turning out 2 b ma own story…..doesn’t matter how much u try2 be nice2 ppl….dy will still nt pain themselves to know wat pains u….all ppl kno is jst their own self-interest………..

ATTACKS ON INDIAN STUDENTS.............

frist of all kudos.to australian ppl....that may sound strange to you people....but i a
m really quite elated by the happenings..don't be infurious let me explain the proeedings...
they have acheived what they set out to acheive .to instilll fear among the indian students......and morte than that to make the ppl thinking of migrating there
of possible danger that they might have to face ...........once they set out for australia.so in effect ....more minds must have diverted their plzns to australian expedtion then ever before.......... so good for those people.........

actually...we indians are quite hard-working but only when we get correct system to sustain our growth.and a suitable platform to showcase our talent.......have u ever pondered why lakhsmi
niwas mittal would never have been successful in indian set-up..........only bcoz ofthe system of india......hence the essence here is the system...those people at australia have built their system .which is fair to talent by their own hard work.they imparted.honesty to the buerocrarcy.....which is totally devasted as far as india is concered......so what does the people do?? they simply switch over to the fair system and work with more
zeal and enthusiasm over there..............but what about ppl who created that fair system.they started lagging behind......and now their subsequent anger is quitely justified........allthe problems converge to one point that is SYSTEM........................
so the lesson for indian is to change the system.instead of leaving it on its own
.......ek baar try to karo yaar.................kisi cheez ko agar sache dil se chaho to saari kyanat use tumse milane ki sazish mein lag
jaati hai........pehle kisis cheez ki sache dl se to chao.....bhai.......so try to

heyy ppl i strated new journey.safely

i reahed here in delhi...safely.....got the lecture...kind of introductory class.nothing more than 2 scare a freshman...........AVR microcontroller.line tracker...h-bridge and all these things..abt accomodation .i met a nice guy.sameeer .nd he helped took to d room wher he ws living.......dere ws space of 1 guy....so i fitted.....hmm settings seemed to b nice......now see how things get worked up..........it now ma turn 2 prove dat me tooo can chase ma passions ...widout any provocation.....i chose robotics as ma passsion..nd ow i all set 2 do wat i m alwayz capable 2 do.....bt cud ntdo it..each step...........life alwayz has had a upper hand on me.......never ever i hv let this cold hand of life spare me.......from breaking ma dreams......now lezz see wat happens.........who wins.life or me..................d game is on.....

cold.eyes.....sharpening knife

today is 7th june..........end of few dayz rest of mine at home.......now i'll again start a new journey 2 discover ma self..nd paint d canvas of ma personality 2 a different milange of spectrum............tommorrow again i'll leave meerut......d city in wich i ws born..got education.......dear frnzz.nd lozz of other things........d city in wich probably i'll hardly be living thruout ma life.......d city in which i'll luv 2 luv........d city which hs filled thoughts in ma heart ...imparted feelings....which r drown in tears.....(arre don get senti yaar.that's me.........no1 spl)....... hv u seen a butcher sharpening the knife 2 kill a innocent lamb.........wid lambs luking thru his crystal clear eyes 2 beg 4 mercy.......4 his lyf.........bt he has 2 kill him........2 satisfy d hunger of d ppl.dearst 2 him.........i m d butcher......i'll kill d lamb........probably sum1 find a way out.2 avoid me tarvel whole of this lyf laden wid guilty of doing this thing...................... smile....u..............all .....wat else u can do.....after seeing this......no1 can do nything...
well....i 'lll be fine sum day..at least i hope so........
i shall overcome .......some day........we shall walk hand in hand ......some day....
i dunno....where i'll be after next 24 hrs.........
sheeshe khwab leke .raato mein chal rha hun takra na ja kahin naa..............
(takra gya to acchha hai.....ujala to aa jayega...)
wen i look back i saw......me as an actor doingsharabi role..in school.........so much funny.......
as a baburao.in sklu fare well...i ws d happiest guy of d claas......
not even a sinlgle scandel 2 ma credit.........spotless white track record..me amitesh.ashutosh.shivam.....sitting together and non-stop laughing..........alwayz avoided controversies..........(or d roots 2 dem..samjh jao bhai......).....so i ws suh a humourous guy.never abused any1.still i sincerely wish all 2 remain happy nd calm.......
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aa chalke tujhe mai leke chalu ek aise gagan ke tale...............
jhna gum bhi na ansoo bhi na ho............
bas pyar hi pyar pale.......bas pyar hi pyar pale
sooraj ki pehli kiran se..asha ki sawera jaage....

Chanda ki kiran se dhulkar ghanghor andhera bhage…
Kahin dhoop khile kahin chawn mile lambi si dagar na khale…

Jahna gum bhi na ho ansooo bhi na ho ..
Bas pyar hi pyar pale…bas pyar hi pyar pale…

Jan door najar dodaien asha ka chaman lehraye..
Jahn rang birange panchi….asha ka sandesa laye..
Sapno ki koi khilti si kali……. jahan shaam suhani dhale….
Jahn…….


Chaman se yaad aaya.chaman sir………d most ideal person in ma life …after swami vivekanand…..he ws an idol of what is called …stature of god….any other teacher cud hv taught us physics……..bt he taught us life………..in its full form …without shortcuts…abt me he once said in class………………………
Ye banda kar to bahut kuch sakta hai …………………par karega nhi……
And exactly .i cud hv got gud marks in xms.bt I din’t…..i cud hv cleared JEE bt again I din’t……now I can do best in robotics…..nd see whether this tym I’ll be able to do it or not…
Actually he jst saw d result he hs nt seen d actual settngs at dat tym dat leaded me to such performances……actually I m still nt convinced that it ws a mistake or what….taking PCMB took life blood out of me…that too without coaching…..school’s gr88 support………ha haa…..and all that crap……..that i wish 2 forget……..bt keep on reminding….whenver I start a new beginning I stand on a cliff to look back into past……..its painful 2 look back .and see wat u hv lost….even more painful to visualise future……….nd predict wat u can’t gain…….

Bt I hv pledged I ‘ll go in front of him only wen I will do wat I m capable of doing….
thats 4 sure…..his one special warning abt future of India has given me the new target in ma lyf………the target dat I have not shared with any1 else…. I’ll share only wid 1 person …who has d same passion as me…..till then………

Tere bina zindigi se shikwa to nhi …shikwa nhi shikwa nhi..
Tere bina zindigi bhi lekin zindagi to nhi ..zindgi nhi..

Kaash aisa ho tere kadmo se chukar manjil chale..
Aur kahin door kahin….tum jo paas ho manjilo ki kaami to nhi….

Tere bina………

Jee mein aata hai tere anchal mein sar chupakar hum rote rahe………
Tum jo saath ho.meri aankho mein ansuon ki nami to nhi.