when i tried to find a way to express the emotions that i hv been facing...........i found that the face of a child lost in the crowd would provide me a perfect start to say wats there in my heart.......when u start traversing the unkown tarrains of your fate, you just dont know wat u r gonna face next ,....but u keep urself equipped with the adversties that this world may pound you upon......in a matter of fact u hold the finger of ppl whom u trust ........so that they can hold u when u fall.....wen u face a bump....u lose ur balance or just fumble down in the askance of support........at times u provide them support, u give them a reason 2 smile, they give a maeining to your life and somehow you cross the chaotic road called life in the midset of all the thriving trafic ............sumhow u get time to smile and say all izz well........
but i never thot that i will ever confront a situation wen the ppl i trusted, the ppl that gave me confidence to march ahead and plunge into unkown depths, will suddenly pulll their hands up from me...........calling me insane and lost faith in my ablities........
these are the ppl whom i trusted ....who trusted me....who gave me confidence to fly........whom i want to tell how much i have covered and how the world looks like from here........dark or bright as the case may be.........they listened the bright part.........but they never cared for my survival when i am in dark phase.....they simply left me in dark cold night outside their house when i repeatedly knocked their gates......to prevent me from dying out of the bitter cold...........probably they wished from their heart that i shud nt die....but they never tried to gimmie a place in their life...........
today when i am in midest of all the crisis i look at the face of a lost child surrounded by the crowd.....eager to listen to him.............to know wat he lacks............to heal where he is hurt......
but he is crying over and over .....without uttering a word....and searching from the window of his moist eyes the image that match the face of ppl whom he trusted wen he set out of the to his journey ................\
whom he trusted when he set out to this journey......
